The room started to spin uncontrollably. The air felt so heavy that it would be impossible for the sharpest blade of a knife to slice its way through it. I heard voices all around me, yet I couldn't make out a single word. The sounds were very muffled and distant. The room was spinning I became dizzy. I felt someone grabbing my arms in an attempt to hold me up off the cold hard ground. Could this actually be happening? I remember screaming out loudly for all to hear, silencing the muffled distance voices, "NOT AGAIN! I CAN'T HANDLE THIS AGAIN!" No one ever dreams of having their life stripped away, crumbling away with no warning. Certainly no one expects it to happen twice. This is the true story of love, strength, perseverance, compassion and loss.