1-"She was not able to praise?" That's why she used the same old raga-"She made up her mind to curse Hindu Gods and Goddesses." As soon as the thought entered in her mind, Gautami acted on it. She was about to cry unnecessarily when another thought flashed in her mind with lightning speed. Maybe even God didn't feel like listening to abuses today? Or else her own soul was not able to see her God getting more ashamed. Maybe as a reaction to this, this thought has cropped up..... The idea of "Aham Brahmasmih", She herself is Brahma. The idea of "Aham Allasmi". She herself is Allah. "She is God in herself, God is Jesus Christ. "She is the Guru as well as the incarnation of Buddha." "She herself is Ahura Mazda."2-The faith of Allah had made her handicapped, with mind and body. Still he didn't come? Didn't he come to help a disabled person? She had become paralyzed in him pride. The tide of faith was on her. She came out of the house wearing the cloak of faith. She was walking under the canopy of Allah's aura, then why scorched? Scorched, the whole body and mind got burnt. Then why cheat? Then why thunderclap on faith? The stir created in Iqra's mind was now taking the form of a tsunami.