Fighting in a war and fight a war with emotions, in the ranks. This documents a time in my life past and present in and out of the military and being deployed and dealing with the stressers of the war and racial war in the ranks. I write these words from the bottom of my heart so that all are inlighted on the bones of the past still dwells today inside the military, all event's are true envents not fiction and poems are reflections of the war.