The book's title had come to me slowly over the years. It was about theCharismatic Renewal & the changes that had come to my life as well as others. I was open to bea Guest Teacher at not only Catholic Churches & assist them in forming their ownPrayer Group after ours at Holy Spirit had grown so large. I admit I was nervous & my prayer was always the same when I had to teach or give a talk. I said a very silentprayer but always ended the same way..."Lord, you got me here so let it be your Words & not mine." The Lord never failed to answer. I made friends with people of all denominations & heard from them over the years. I had always been referred to as the Catholic Teacher, , , , later was changed to being a Welcome Guest & a Teacher toall People! My Prayers were answered & the Lord in His way granted me a Miracle! My son, after getting married & moving 2 doors away, finally went thru the Trash Bags he had rescued & stored. Inside were my 2 work-books from which I wrote my Manuscripts.At that time I had become very ill only to be put in Hospice. Each time I became"stable" even though I was Terminally Ill. I prayed the Book would someday be published while I was still here to see it. For the hours I was out of bed there was nothing to keep me occupied that I could manage. My daughter got me a Computer.I was not trained & knew nothing about computers. I learned E-Mail & to play games on POGO on the machine. All this was agift from my wonderful daugther who married & moved far away. These things came as a gift from her. She kept up on all expenses as my Medical bills take a large toll. On the chat section of Pogo I made many friends. I shared with them about my book that would never be Published. A Baptist family volunteered to use the work-books & make Manuscripts for me. They were beautiful & I was so thankful. All theywould accept were 2 copies of the Manuscripts for their own personal use. Each night they had, as a family, a nightly Bible Session. Their opinion was that it was "OfThe Lord" & they are Spirit filled Baptists....Christians whose lives were touched by the Holy Spirit. Soon many on the Web Site were requesting to buy the book, , , , , ofall denominations! Many wrote me or called. They couldn't understand at 1st how I could be so much at Peace with all I had been thru & knowing my time here is limited. I knew it was ananswer to my Prayer to see the book published before my time was up. I wanted allwho were sick or troubled or felt lost to find the same peace I have & have seen in so many others. In Philly I met a family who brought their Mother in for Prayers. Her name was "Lucy". I laid hands & prayed for her & we spent time talking.. While away on vacation up here I received a letter asking me to see Lucy when I returned. She had cancer at the time I prayed with her & was very depressed & afraid. I went to see her & she wanted us to be alone. We prayed together & talked. She opened her mind & heart to me. She had found peace within & was no longer afraid to die. Her problem was that she hasd so much to speak about to her family.No one would listen...they kept up her hopes of surviving & kept telling her so. Theydidn't want to talk about her acceptance & the things she felt she wanted to say to each of them before her time came. We talked as long as we could & she said she was once more at peace but needed the courage to tell her family to ACCEPT it & to be able to say to them all she wanted to & they hadn't let her. I told her I would pray for them & not to think of their on-coming loss but to let Lucy have the freedom to be honest about how she felt & wantedto be treated. She didn't want to waste the time she had left. She was stronger when I left & I saw her at peace but with a new strength, , , , to insist the family consider her feelings &