An autobiographical account of my early life of being physically and sexually abused as a child and how these early experiences affected my teenage years, and my life choices. My book tells not only of my struggles but also of how I had a dramatic conversion to Christianity on the streets of war torn Belfast and how this was the start of a bumpy road of becoming a Christian. The book also discusses my dilemma with my life and Christianity and how this has led me to where I am today in my Christian life.