What is it like to walk away from a close-knit fellowship into the wider world of unbelievers? What is it like to walk away from Jesus? In this book, Robert Laynton takes you on a journey out of conservative evangelicalism, describing both his personal experience and his theological rationale for leaving the faith. It is a journey that took him over forty years to complete and one that takes some surprising twists and turns. This second edition has been thoroughly updated, revised and expanded in order to bring the author's story up to date and to include material on 'inner spirituality' and mysticism.