Nic Stone, the #1 New York Times bestselling author of Dear Martin, delivers a gripping romance about a certified genius living with bipolar disorder and a boy who is running from his own addiction and grief. Don't miss this gut punch of a novel about mental illness, loss, and discovering you are worth loving.Shelbi has always wanted to understand how things work. A certified genius, she has spent numerous hours studying complex physics theory, figuring out the machinations of the world. What Shelbi can't figure out, though, is her own mind. Living with a bipolar diagnosis has only gotten harder since her brother passed away. Now Shelbi finds herself in a support group for grieving relatives.The only good part about group is Andy. The son of a local politician, Andy appears nothing short of a golden boy, but his shiny facade is quickly dissolving to reveal a young man struggling with addiction and loss. The attraction between Shelbi and Andy is magnetic, but the closer they get, the more Shelbi fears her bipolar disorder will pull them both into chaos.