I have more now than I've ever had in my entire life. I should be content with that. So why am I not? Because so much death has surrounded me all my life and now, when things seem to have calmed down and I have a new family, I fear this comfort I've found is false. It's like I'm afraid of being happy, but that's not really it. I feel them out there. I know they'll come for Kim, for my son and his family. I know the past repeats itself, but I can't allow that. Not here. Not to these people. I couldn't bear it. Not again. I've suffered enough and now it's time I right my wrongs and truly find peace. The strength in our group should be enough to save us. Seth, Erica, Thad…all are formidable and will, without hesitation, kill for each other. Just as I will. I can find Shax before he realizes I'm coming for him. He has allies, but mine are stronger. I can practically taste my revenge.